Tags: boring, clothes, failed, spring
Current Location: the room, of course
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: YAHHH BITCH! by soulja boy

so this week has been hella eventful...better yet the month of march has been so far...and i'm hopin for better...the only thing good so far is the new cut i got...thanks to one of my lil favs....(corey m.)...she got a lil tad happy with the scissors, but aye i was able to work with it and style it to perfection...believe me i'll post the freakin picture...

but lets talk about the crazi things...for some reason they all have to do with money...
my bank gave me 2 overdraft charges...(technically i believe it should've only been one)
got a ticket the other night...
got school to finish payin for...
a phone bill to pay for...
gas to put in my car...

mind you i don't get paid til next weekend...plus i only got $2 and some scattered change in my house...which can add up to a lot...i'm sure my father would probably kill me...but aye it's hard out here for a college kid...

so i need a second job asap...so i'm gon be job hunting from this day forth...so just pray and wish me luck...hopefully things will get better and brighter...i can only pray and hope for the best...possibly a sugar daddy...i'm just jokin but aye it'd help...hahahaha

Tags: money...second job
Current Location: the room, of course
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: none at all

so things ain't lookin so bright in my neighborhood...and i'm startin to feel like i'm becomin this other person...and i don't know who they are...so i feel lost..
and i wonder who am i?

so yeah i've made some choices over the last couple days...and i've understood nobody did nothin to me for me to make that decision...an i am who i am...therefore i can choose to do as i please...my own father doesn't question me...so who are they to ask me questions and assume and get silly...
i wonder who i am?


i wonder if it has to do with this disturbing news i got this past sunday...
that bitch ass motherfucker...
yeah i said it...
that bitch ass motherfucker, said he cheated on me...people me!!!!!!!! lil cute ass me..one of a kind, bomb ass supporting,  great mental loving girlfriend...i told him that if he ever felt the need just let me go and do what's best for him...because there's no need for the foolery...nah the selfish bitch ass motherfucker held on because he said there's nothing better than me, because i'd never do him wrong...which was right, but now...i hate him...i told him that...never felt a strong hate for anyone...but for someone for me to known almost half my life...that's beyond deep...such disloyalty...
so i may begin to write a short story or maybe turn it into a surprising novel...test my writing skills...read what i got so far to my best friend taylor and she loved it...said she was gon tell garrison on me...i said damn...lol... speakin of him...


the bubble reads "garrison rocks!!"

how fuckin hot and rad is that...so he's with me every damn day...i miss that guy..he's awesome...glad me and taylor got to do something good for him...glad mercedes was able to share it with us as well...
that sunday was great...
i'll go visit that great guy...
he's freakin awesome...
so i must leave yall with this freakin awesome picture which makesme smile...
and helpin meend my day quite well..
so chuck good people...

Tags: awesome, cheat, disloyalty, garrison, who i am
Current Location: my room of course...
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: none for right now

Tags: alcohol. animosity tears emotions
Current Location: in my bed in my home...
Current Mood: angry

AMY WINEHOUSE....


fuck all who have ever doubted her..
she fuckin rocks...
she smacked the whole world in the face...
yeah she may do crack and other drugs...
but she's an ultimate bad bitch...
and guess what else?
first time at the grammy's
6 fuckin nomincations...
and she won more than half of her shit...
includin the top category...
how bad is that?!
she shitted on these whores...
and they didn't wanna let her in the damn country...
once again folks...
she made them bitches look stupid...
why?!
the performance was hella stellar...
yeah it was that damn good to me...
care less what you got to say...
she's made my fuckin day and week...
back to black....

Tags: amy winehouse, bad bitch, beast, grammy
Current Location: in my bed in my home...
Current Mood: excited
Current Music: back to black (album, explicit) amy winehouse

Tags: in search of
Current Location: my room...
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: just gotta make it remix....trey songz feat aretha franklin

so i just got home...
not to long ago...
first and foremost...
like to give a shout out to my homie...
b.shumake...
happy 20th bday...
thanks...
i enjoyed my dinner at applebees...
shout out to karla the waitress who didn't charge me for my lemonade...

went to the movies before i went to eat though...
saw first sunday...
great comedy...
i sometimes hate when they show previews on tv...
they sometimes give things up...
but aye there was a lot hidden and shown as well...
got to love it...

but i met folks today...
that's the topic my dears...
hahaha...

finally met taylors' white guy...
who says he wants to learn how to be thuggish/ghetto...
hahaha...
i met clay t....
he's awesome...
spoke to him and met him...
cool ass dude...
i like him...got to be his facebook friend...
hahaha...
got to work on his appeal...
i told him if he wants to be schooled...
i am that chick!!!!
please believe it...
and i'm not sayin it just because...
y'all know this...
by the way...
shout outs to:
adrianna...
happy 20th birthday!

a lot of birthdays i know...

taylor finally got to meet piffy and others...
joy and courtney...
we all hung together...
taylor has learned...
hangin with us is a true adventure...
hunni, the night starts out young, but please believe...
we'll find somethin...
went to a party...
the cops shut it down before we got there...
so fuck that...
oh but we went back...
left...
came back again...
yeah, we're losers...
but aye we needed some folks to pick on...
went inside...
met cool dudes...
dez...
met him outside...
cool ass person...
as i left the dude hugged and kissed me on the cheek...
hilarious...
hope my sexy ass skin hasn't broke out...
then theres...
mr.maurice the magnificent...
loved his swagga...
he came up to me and introduced himself...
i'm like i like...
i guess he was tryna spit game...
but yeah i am that chick...
i need to put my guard down...
my twin was textin me...
the boy was all up on me...
not like that...
but his arm around my shoulder and me pulled near him...
then he had nerve to close my phone...
told me i was rude for not payin attention to him...
he said i felt my cell was more important...
i'm like damn that's deep son...
but i think i may get my girls to get him for me...
seem like good conversation...
i need it to release my mind from other things...

like the ex.boyfriend...
folks what is love?!
i believe love is pain...
that boy put me through it...
wants me to say i love him...
and that i'll be with him again...
too many fish in the sea...
i'm not gon turn my back to that...
it's time to do me...
love.
live.
life.

i'm fin dip out and give one more shout out...
r.i.p.
jerome armone jones
aka
trouble
i could say somethings, but it's hard...
i wanna cry...
it's just crazy...
life is short...
you watchin above smiling...
no your little boy is going to grow into somethin special...
loved ya swag and style...
i'm gon miss seein ya coogi wearin behind and smile...
one love.

Tags: meet. greet. death. love. life. live. sh
Current Location: my room...
Current Mood: calm

Tags: disney, johnny depp, sweeney todd
Current Location: my room...
Current Mood: calm

so yeah it felt great today after work...my bff charlyse was back in lexington...the crazi bitch joined the military...she finished basic training and now doin ait...then she'll be stationed...i'll be prayin for her ass...but fuck that on to the good stuff...

first and foremost...
BFF Taylor has one the quote of the day....

"i can't talk on the phone...the lights too bright..."

people please pray for her....i love her though...but wow...she calls me because she can't go to sleep...not gon say why but wow...
and charlyse...hunni it's what i'm use too with her...
it's kind of crazy...
these two heffas ruined my damn movie...
i was tryna watch PRIDE....

i'm fin do that now...
not as of right now though...

but my best friends areg great and crazy...
i love them...
dearly...
they are there for me when i need them the most...
as well as i am for them...

life without them would be kinda hard...
especially for those days when your days are cloudy...
and they turn into storms...
after the rain...
the sun will shine bright again...

i love my BFFs...
even JESUS and GOD...

by the way....
"me and jesus are close..."
i'm going to get that on a tee
because i'm on my jesus like tip...
get like me for 2008....
you'll never have a chance...
just similarities...
there's one me...
with two great best friends....
and a great BFFV
that's bama aka jasmine...
love her dearly too...
okay...i'm leavin this shit is prob long for no reason...
not even in damn paragraphs...
i'm different...

hollar all...
i'll be back...
tomorrow is my only day off...
i'll update and upgrade yall...

Tags: best friends, bff, bright lights, jesus, phones, virgo
Current Location: my room of course...
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: holiday music...